My new favorite Friday Night

Man, it took two hours of solitude and biting nails, sitting in my car, laying in park wondering what I should, what to do, where to go, to get here. It's been a while since I've had peeps to hang out with but hey, this is new and all new things take time to adjust and cut the crap, I haven't SMILED THIS BIG IN A VERY LONG TIME. :)

I just made a dinner of which had 4 ingredients I had to look up on my phone in the store to figure out what they looked like. And then STILL ask a clerk :)

It has a cinnamon stick in it. It's been boiling for 26 minutes and my kitchen smell unbelievably delicious! I did this?! What!?

Also, I just two stepped myself around the house to Jason Aldeen's Big Green Tractor grinning ridiculously the whole time. Obviously having a man to whisk me around would be ideal, but you know what? I'm totally okay with just me :) I'm a good dancer! KIDDING :) I'm just thankful for the practice for a someday important dance with a special someone.

My feet are swollen it's so hot but for some reason, it took me until 9:30 at night to notice or to care. I stared at a palm tree and watched the sun set behind it tonight. I chopped vegetables I bought with my own money with my own knives on my own cutting board in my own kitchen that I pay for. HOLY SHIT. If this is what the rest of you have been experiencing I know understand why your smiles are so much bigger than mine. What a wonderful feeling. Golly I'm blessed.

Off to stir :) I'm so excited to cook for each and every one of you someday. I will fill your glass with wine and make sure you have lots of cheese and fruit and obviously ask you to taste, taste, taste, with each step. Its for us :) We'll cook together but you won't need to do a thing.

I love ya.
-ames

Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony. 

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It feels really good to abandon a book you've been reading but haven't enjoyed much at all. It's like donating old clothes. Or cleaning out gutters. Doing a fridge purge. Scrubbing the shower. Plucking your eyebrows.

Wow, I'm getting tired. No, I already am tired. So I am going to stop.

And leave you with pretty explosions! :)