running freaking rocks my socks.

you do it because you want to do it. not running i speak of. its this intangible thing... whiiiiich i wouldn't and don't know how to explain... its like this ever spewing fountain of emotions thoughts and feelings that keep bubbling and brewing and spewing.... and anyway, you do it because you want to do it. because its inside you and you have no other desire, no other choice, no really other way of living except, well, to do it. it just comes out. and then, you start to find people that are of the same cut. and then it gets real fun :) the scary part is, or the difficult part, is to continue letting it come out when doing so before left you broken and a little bit bruised. but, you gotta have faith. and lessons in baby stepping. also what happens, is when its not there, you feel lost. or you start looking. and we all know that looking in that sense, never reveals anything. one must be okay and confident. not worrisome or fretful. i can't say patient OR content. Patience in this sense suggests waiting, and i believe waiting to be too often mistaken and misapplied when its no longer waiting, its just being lazy. get up, get moving! and as far as content goes... there is in my mind, no need to be "content". that word again suggests acceptance, settling. to BE content is a great thing; to tell oneself to BE content, is not.

i thinks thats all. please enjoy some sunshine and lovely tunes in the next five days, and do so with no cell phone, laptop, PDA, Blackberry or motorized vehicle near you. Try it :) its liberating. annnnnnnd AWESOME. of all kinds. you know who else is awesome?

i love the smell of aveeno products. loyal life pledged customer, check.

*happy easter home bunnies* holla.